The Idea to Write

It strucks me today that the idea to write could come up so difficultly. Sometimes we got our idea by reading, by seeing something on TV, or by discussing and musing with friends over coffee. But there are also times when we just couldn't pop anything out of our head. We might see something interesting in the internet, reading an inspiring piece in the newspaper, but strangely enough we still couldn't draw the red line inside our head. Suddenly everything that seemed inspiring enough in the beginning just end up like stack of dusty books in our cupboard, filled with fruitful words and screaming their inviting titles out loud but never be read until God knows when.

That's what has been happening to me, and God, I hope this time it will stop cause now is really the time for me to write something. Okay, let's make some effort since otherwise Allah would not lend his hand if we just sit without doing anything.

I will try to write here in my blog thus I would not feel the tension to write as what I feel anytime I face my FD in the Word document. This way, I guess, words would come out deliberately just like when I write regular blogposts. I could muse around freely without feeling the tension to write anything academic and "heavy". Just like writing blogpost, just like writing blogpost....